...the best thing about tonight is we're not fighting.

WOWW; it has definitatly been a while. :X [over a month].
but i'm here now. (: & i'm working on an update. ;D
so i'll be back inna little bit with an update.
keep posted.

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personal life: well (: i'm in a REALLY amazing mood. :]
when i was fourteen, i basically fell in love with this guy.
his name is Richard. he was my first boyfriend. & the only
i've ever loved. <3 :] well we've been talking for a while again,
& last night he asked me out! :] so we're dating now! i'm so happy.
=D he's a sweetheart, and i love him to death! but the bad thing is
we live an hour away, and gas is horribly expensive. :[ so we hardly
get to see eachother, but i get my license soon so we'll be able to see
eachother alot more, hopefully.

...if you'd just realize what i just realized, we'd be perfect for eachother & we'll never find anot

  I know, it's been a while since I've updated.
I've been really busy. School finally ended, and I've been with my friends alot.
I'm hardly ever home, and I'm always in Concord. :D
Butttttt, I'M BACKKKK! :)

You can make more friends in two
months by becoming interested in other
people than you can in two years by trying
to get other people interested in you.

i keep thinking of how much i
love talking to you. how good you
look when you smile.how much i
love your laugh. i daydream about
you off and on, replaying pieces of
our conversations; laughing at funny
things that you said or did. i've
memorized your face and the way
that you look at mine. i catch myself
smiling again at what i imagine. i
wonder what will happen the next
time we are together and even though
neither of us know what the future holds,
i know one thing for sure; you're the best
thing that has ever happened to me.

Maybe the past is like an
anchor, holding us back. Maybe
you have to let go of who you
were to become who you will be.

For every time i end something
in "just kidding." I'm hoping you'd
read a little deeper to know that I’m
really not kidding.But, I am really just
too afraid to come out and say it.

all i could think about was that
time we stayed up all night talking.
you didn't say that i was wrong or
stupid. you didn't laugh at me when
i confessed my wildest dreams. you
just listened,and it was then that
i knew, i wanted to be with you.

It`s sad how some of us live so far in the past & refuse to
move on. It`s sad how so many of us try to move on, but
can`t & just go back to the past. It`s sad how many of us
finally do move on, get hurt, & go right back into the past

that's all for today. i don't see why i should update as much whenever people don't really even comment or subscribe. :D so when you want more, you'll do those 2 things.

PiCTURES OF ME & MY BESTFRiEND:

Currently Listening Minutes to Midnight By Linkin Park Shadow of the Day see related

always tell someone how you feel.
mean what you say && say what you mean
even when it's hard because opportunities
are lost in the blink of an eye,
but regrets can last a lifetime.

it's hard to let the miles keep passing by.
the yellow lines keep blending together in my eyes.
and when seasons change again, then i will too.
i just want to be closer to you.

i woke up this morning with a
smile on my face .. & nobody's
gonna bring me down today.

i'll never forget what you did to me;
but i'll never let you know i remember.

what day is it? and in what month?
this clock  never seemed so alive
i can't keep up and i can't back down
i've been losing so much time.

when someone hurts you
you give them power over you
when you forgive them
you take that power back.

when you're a teenager, every little problem
seems so much bigger than it really is.
just think the next time you start to stress
over something .. is it going to matter 5
years from now?

and tonight will be the last time
she'll wonder where he's been.

i keep myself busy with things to do,
but every time i pause... i still think of you.

it's not gonna happen,
i'm pretty much aware
that no matter what i say
to you, you're not gonna care.

alrite guys! this is the 2nd post!
the first three are freebies. so i need
subscriptions, & comments :) every comment
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subscriptions as of now: zero :(
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POLL: What is your favorite thing to do in the summertime?
MY ANSWER: I like to hang out with my friends, and just do normal teenage things. My friends are pretty amazing so they can make the most boring day fantastic! :)

...she lies & says she's in love with him, can't find a better man..<3

i missed my one chance to say
so to long memories of years that passed away.
& now that i am leaving i know that i
did something wrong 'cause i missed you.

there isn't an hour that goes by, close to a minute
without the thougth of you somewhere in it.

Everytime my cell phone rings, I pray to God
that it's you calling to say that you want to
get back together again, and everytime a car
pulls into my drive way, I hope that it's you
coming to see me. Everytime someone says
my name, I hope that when I turn around, I will
see you standing there. </3.

Once again, life's thrown me a curve,
& it blew up right in my face.

If I could pick a moment,
and always keep it new,
out of all the moment's I've had,
I'd pick the moment I met you...

You're just a song &+
everyone knows the words.

It all goes by so fast.
The bad nights last forever,
&+ the good nights don't ever seem to last.

I was desperate to just start fresh,
just be a face in the crowd,
where no one knew me.
Sometimes we just need that.

I like to pretend that everything's alright,
because when everybody else thinks you're fine,
sometimes you forget for a while,
that you're not.

It's time to move on with my life.
I've got to stop reading the same page
& continue turning the pages.
The memories are still locked in my mind,
but they're what's stopping me from living my life.

Some people walk into your life,
& immediately you know that
they're supposed to be there.

The first time you love someone,
it changes your life forever.
& No matter what you do,
that feeling never really goes away. <3

Don't dwell on what might-have-been. Letting go of a
relationship involves recognizing that it was not meant to
be & that you have set new goals & built new dreams.
Aviod having unrealistic expectations or hopes that you
may get back together, or that he would change &
perhaps become the person you want him to be or your
problems will just get sorted out. Realize that the
relationship has run it's course & it is time to let go.

Just because I finally got over you,
doesn't mean there aren't days when
it all just comes rushing back.

Sometimes you just need someone
to look forward to seeing you everyday.

The person is real and the feelings are real, but you
create the context--and context is everything. The
person who defines your understanding of love is not
inherently different than anyone else, and they're
often just the person you meet the first time you really,
really want to love someone. But that person still wins;
they win and you lose because for the rest of your life,
they will conrol how you feel about everyone else.

 
^^that's me. :D